She will forget the first day she got the courage, to get your attention on that whatsapp group. She will forget how sweet it was to talk to you for the first time. She will forget how long she waited for you to say the three magic words that changed her life. She will forget how sweet it sounded on your mouth when you promised to fight forever. She will forget the first day you met face to face on that petrol station. She was from somewhere but gave it all just to meet you. She will forget how cute you looked and how beautifully you smirked. She will forget how you made her speechless. She wanted to say everything but you killed her ability. She will forget how many times you said you love her without knowing how deep it got to her. She will forget how you carried her bag and walked her on the rain. She will forget how tight she hugged you and sniffed your scent. She will forget that she didn't wash her blazer for a week, she loved your scent , she fantasized about it. She will forget that she never gave out the top she first hugged you in. She kept it for memories. It would remind her of you forever. She will forget the many times she looked at your pics and smiled at herself. She will forget ....
She will forget your first kiss. How deeply it dug into her. She will forget how sturbonnly she hesitated what she wanted forever. She will forget how you forced her into it, she didn't resist though she knew it would be her death. She will forget how sweetly you touched her. She will forget the many butterflies you poured in her stomach, they would stay there anytime she met you. She will forget how you chatted her till midnight. She will forget your sweet goodmorning and goodnight messages. She will forget how she fell in love with you daily. She will forget....
She will forget where the problems started. She will forget she cried herself to sleep. She will forget she prayed to never give up on you. She will forget she gave up, until you came back, then she realized she didn't. She will forget she wanted to say a lot to you, before giving you another chance. She will forget you both partied and forgot to talk but gave each other another chance anyways. She will forget your second kiss. How much it ignited love to her. She will forget how you kiss teased her afterwards, how you promised to fight this time and never give up. She will forget problems didn't end. She will forget the many times you fought and reconciled. She will forget...
Then she will finally remember that day she starved herself and cried, and prayed, she was hurting. She will forget her friends advices. She will forget how angry she talked, how bitter she was, how intimidated she felt, how belittled and disrespected she felt. She will remember the many times she kept looking at what hurt her, so that she could torture herself to hating you, but it didn't work. She will remember how she refused to give up but you kept pushing her away. She will remember what she was before she met you. It will hurt her, she will cry herself to sleep . Then she will stop praying for you and her. She will give up on everything she ever wanted. It will hurt her but it will be for her own good. She'll pray for strength, then she'll pack her broken heart and walk away. It will be the end, a painful end she's never wishing for. But upto then, she's still praying, hoping for something she doesn't know of....
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@Mimi_Bree254
2018
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